Silky sky
Drain me dry
Floating in the air
Translucent eyes just stare
Filling me up with soundless questions
Jumbled up wordless creations
Asking me to confess....to confess
But it's deafening, the silence, the silence
And I have to ask
May I take your hand?
But whenever that day comes
And you feel like walking away
Just remember too look back
And watch my world turn gray
Wanting that forever
But translucent eyes just stare
Filled with words, symbols, I don't care
And I must confess...confess
And I look around me
Silky sky
Gray coloring
And I float in the air;
those transparent eyes
They continue to stare...to stare
It was a rainy day
You near me, gave me warmth
Time was so slow and gray
Surrounded by the muddy floor
I tried to smile, my denial
And whenever I think back
Today seems to cloud over
My heart fell through the cracks
And it still feels like November
Playing back that rainy track
The warmth I use to feel
Has faded from my side
Daydreaming now it seems more real
Closing my eyes I hold myself tight
And through changing of time
I don't know if I'm dead or alive
As move slowly, can't seem to hide
When I think of that November night
As I retrace my steps
I look what I have made
The memories I had trampled
As I ran away
Denial g
I'm all by my self
Don't need anyone else
I have my moments
In lying in my torments
All I ask is "Everyone
Please fill my empty pockets"
And as my hand reaches in
It's as empty as my eye sockets
They stare on through
And I don't know why I do this
I spread myself like glue
Tormenting myself, and others
So much happiness
I deny with a smile
Because I know I'll fall
Because I don't believe you at all
All I ask is "Everyone
Please fill my empty pockets"
But as my hand reaches in
It's as empty as my eye sockets
So much words to define
So much meaning to rhyme
And I don't ask for even a dime
But still no one will give me the
Suddenly
It sickens me
Again I'm face with this
But yet I enjoy it
This cruel desire
Burns its thoughts in my head
My soul cannot man-over
The dead floating ahead
Bleeding dry
This casket will not fail
It's my protector as we set sail
The ocean of blood
It sickens me
But I enjoy it
The way its done
The way the skin tares
I try to close my eyes
But something keeps them open
In agony I cry
As I lay there frozen
Its been so long on board
The sea is endless
There seems to be no shore
My pain is endless
Its the small things around me
The little moments, of peace
The smile as we come to know the world;
Dead and cruel
The path we choose
So care free, nothing to loose
One step at a time
Obstacles mean nothing, all is left in sublime
Innocent born into sin
Almost like a test
To see who'll win
Like baby birds from the nest
Its a strange world
Too young, with much experience
So naive to the absurd
In each generation, we see the carnage
You are the one, tonight
We will last forever
Even if the sky doesn't wake
And the dead start to rise
Even if the world is against us
Just come find me and guard me eternally
Oh if I start to go their way
Promise me, promise
That I wont stay to see
What I would become
Let us run let us fight
Just assure me that I
Could close my eyes
Show me mercy as I leave you
I love you too
And let that weapon come on through
Find the bliss
Knowing this
That I wont come find you
Rape your soul
And you would run, fight
Make a journey to the light
Where everything is where it outta be
Let me see your hazel eyes
As I sink into the da
You Won't Control Me by Whats-Left-Of-Me, literature
Literature
You Won't Control Me
Dear grief:
You strangled me
As I snuggled into your hugs
I remember your joy
Toying with my lungs
Dear hate:
I remember the excitement
The bruises you left
Told me to "look at the concept"
As you sneered at me, you never left
Oh I smiled as you burned my flesh
There I go thinking of the past, it's dead
Here I go feeling no peace, just dread
You'll never get to break me
Emotion's ran me deep
They had prevented me from sleep
I looked elsewhere ignoring them
And yet the emotions tried to brush my lips again
I want to tell you, my sweet emotions,
I used to be yours
The past is, the past
And little by little, I don't know you
Goodnight sleep tight
Please stay past the night
Maddie, Maddie be OK
Please tell us you'll stay
So please stop hiding
Under your mask of lies
Maddie tell me something
And look me in the eyes
Its hurts to see you like this
But it's not about us
Maddie, Maddie be OK
Please tell us you'll stay
I see you now, broken and ashamed
But pretty please tell us you'll stay
Give us your pain
Tell us how much you cry
You are no disgrace
And it's not your time
We will replace your doubts
Your insecurity, just don't die
So please stop hiding
Under your mask of lies
Maddie tell me something
And look me in the eyes
You're our Maddie
P
You can't see me
You can't tell me who I want to be
What can I do
To convince you
That I am all you'll ever need?
And I start to understand
And I smile in my sleep
Death watcher
Dream taker
Stone believer
Heart breaker
I watch you Mr. Death
I know what you want
Dying is your greatest
Torture
You taunt me with life
I smile knowing
You can't get me this time
So forgive the misgivings
I've tried so hard to find you
I even see you in my dreams
Your face turned blurry and hued
And I waved goodbye to Mr. Death
As I breathed my last breath
As I smile in my sleep
Love dies hard
Most dismisses it to the floor
Yours never goes far
Mines? I wish it like yours
I am peeling it away
Inch by inch
Your lectures, I'm so dismayed
You're done so throw me in the ditch
The painful pull
Of such emotions
My heart's so dull
You're done with the pull
I won't be sorry
For my feelings
I won't be sorry
For my slow healing
If you're done, you're done
But I am sorry
For the negativity
But not for being me
Silky sky
Drain me dry
Floating in the air
Translucent eyes just stare
Filling me up with soundless questions
Jumbled up wordless creations
Asking me to confess....to confess
But it's deafening, the silence, the silence
And I have to ask
May I take your hand?
But whenever that day comes
And you feel like walking away
Just remember too look back
And watch my world turn gray
Wanting that forever
But translucent eyes just stare
Filled with words, symbols, I don't care
And I must confess...confess
And I look around me
Silky sky
Gray coloring
And I float in the air;
those transparent eyes
They continue to stare...to stare
It was a rainy day
You near me, gave me warmth
Time was so slow and gray
Surrounded by the muddy floor
I tried to smile, my denial
And whenever I think back
Today seems to cloud over
My heart fell through the cracks
And it still feels like November
Playing back that rainy track
The warmth I use to feel
Has faded from my side
Daydreaming now it seems more real
Closing my eyes I hold myself tight
And through changing of time
I don't know if I'm dead or alive
As move slowly, can't seem to hide
When I think of that November night
As I retrace my steps
I look what I have made
The memories I had trampled
As I ran away
Denial g
I'm all by my self
Don't need anyone else
I have my moments
In lying in my torments
All I ask is "Everyone
Please fill my empty pockets"
And as my hand reaches in
It's as empty as my eye sockets
They stare on through
And I don't know why I do this
I spread myself like glue
Tormenting myself, and others
So much happiness
I deny with a smile
Because I know I'll fall
Because I don't believe you at all
All I ask is "Everyone
Please fill my empty pockets"
But as my hand reaches in
It's as empty as my eye sockets
So much words to define
So much meaning to rhyme
And I don't ask for even a dime
But still no one will give me the
Suddenly
It sickens me
Again I'm face with this
But yet I enjoy it
This cruel desire
Burns its thoughts in my head
My soul cannot man-over
The dead floating ahead
Bleeding dry
This casket will not fail
It's my protector as we set sail
The ocean of blood
It sickens me
But I enjoy it
The way its done
The way the skin tares
I try to close my eyes
But something keeps them open
In agony I cry
As I lay there frozen
Its been so long on board
The sea is endless
There seems to be no shore
My pain is endless
Its the small things around me
The little moments, of peace
The smile as we come to know the world;
Dead and cruel
The path we choose
So care free, nothing to loose
One step at a time
Obstacles mean nothing, all is left in sublime
Innocent born into sin
Almost like a test
To see who'll win
Like baby birds from the nest
Its a strange world
Too young, with much experience
So naive to the absurd
In each generation, we see the carnage
You are the one, tonight
We will last forever
Even if the sky doesn't wake
And the dead start to rise
Even if the world is against us
Just come find me and guard me eternally
Oh if I start to go their way
Promise me, promise
That I wont stay to see
What I would become
Let us run let us fight
Just assure me that I
Could close my eyes
Show me mercy as I leave you
I love you too
And let that weapon come on through
Find the bliss
Knowing this
That I wont come find you
Rape your soul
And you would run, fight
Make a journey to the light
Where everything is where it outta be
Let me see your hazel eyes
As I sink into the da
You Won't Control Me by Whats-Left-Of-Me, literature
Literature
You Won't Control Me
Dear grief:
You strangled me
As I snuggled into your hugs
I remember your joy
Toying with my lungs
Dear hate:
I remember the excitement
The bruises you left
Told me to "look at the concept"
As you sneered at me, you never left
Oh I smiled as you burned my flesh
There I go thinking of the past, it's dead
Here I go feeling no peace, just dread
You'll never get to break me
Emotion's ran me deep
They had prevented me from sleep
I looked elsewhere ignoring them
And yet the emotions tried to brush my lips again
I want to tell you, my sweet emotions,
I used to be yours
The past is, the past
And little by little, I don't know you
Goodnight sleep tight
Please stay past the night
Maddie, Maddie be OK
Please tell us you'll stay
So please stop hiding
Under your mask of lies
Maddie tell me something
And look me in the eyes
Its hurts to see you like this
But it's not about us
Maddie, Maddie be OK
Please tell us you'll stay
I see you now, broken and ashamed
But pretty please tell us you'll stay
Give us your pain
Tell us how much you cry
You are no disgrace
And it's not your time
We will replace your doubts
Your insecurity, just don't die
So please stop hiding
Under your mask of lies
Maddie tell me something
And look me in the eyes
You're our Maddie
P
You can't see me
You can't tell me who I want to be
What can I do
To convince you
That I am all you'll ever need?
And I start to understand
And I smile in my sleep
Death watcher
Dream taker
Stone believer
Heart breaker
I watch you Mr. Death
I know what you want
Dying is your greatest
Torture
You taunt me with life
I smile knowing
You can't get me this time
So forgive the misgivings
I've tried so hard to find you
I even see you in my dreams
Your face turned blurry and hued
And I waved goodbye to Mr. Death
As I breathed my last breath
As I smile in my sleep
Love dies hard
Most dismisses it to the floor
Yours never goes far
Mines? I wish it like yours
I am peeling it away
Inch by inch
Your lectures, I'm so dismayed
You're done so throw me in the ditch
The painful pull
Of such emotions
My heart's so dull
You're done with the pull
I won't be sorry
For my feelings
I won't be sorry
For my slow healing
If you're done, you're done
But I am sorry
For the negativity
But not for being me
Forgiving a Monster (part two) by XxXWiltingVioletXxX, literature
Literature
Forgiving a Monster (part two)
I wake up confused, finding myself lying in the dirt. I realize I am in a cemetery. The crown of my head is pressed against a gravestone, and I am watching as a group of black-clad funeral- goers walk down the hill. I shoot up in bewilderment and look around me, then jog down the hill after them. I realize I am in jeans and a thin shirt without any shoes. I am also completely soaked, which could be explained by the cloudy skies if only the ground were wet too.
I catch up to the funeral party, say politely, "Excuse me," and go completely ignored. I move behind one man to tap him on the shoulder and repeat myself, but to no avail. Getting frus
So, I'm back.
Well, yes and no. I am back, but I'm not the man I used to be.
In so many ways, I feel I am better.
A lot has happened to me this year. I lost three of my closest animal companions. I had a spiritual revelation, and regained my faith. I lost my fiance when I came home to a ring and a letter. I moved to Ohio, won her back, and put the ring on her finger again.
And, I got a tattoo.
So, yes, it has been a rather stressful, sometimes heartbreaking, sometimes exciting year. I am back with my fiance, and we are better, stronger, and closer than we have ever been. We are hoping to be married in April of 2013, on my birthday
Ummm.... I really don't know how to put this but I am bisexual *embarrassed*. I didn't really want to tell anyone but seems this is dA its not a big deal although I don't want to freak anybody out. So this doesn't mean I am open about it, definitely not in my house or at school, because I live in what is considered to be "christian" town (or Bible Belt) and my parents are NOT very friendly to people with different sexualites, especially my dad. Anyways I am just gonna lie low til I get outta high school, hell I've lied low my whole life, and then I can do whatever I want and be with whoever I want. Once I turn 18 my dad can just deal with the
Forgiving a Monster (part four) by XxXWiltingVioletXxX, literature
Literature
Forgiving a Monster (part four)
When I wake this time, it is in a bed that feels like it's made of plywood and with the dry taste of cardboard in my mouth. I can hear the sharp sound of staccato beeping ringing in my ears. The mixed smells of disease, piss, and bleach burn my nose. Certainly this is no version of heaven.
My eyes flutter open and I see I am in a badly decorated hospital room with dingy yellow walls. They were obviously once bright but I feel as though they faded and dimmed slowly in the wake of so much sickness and death.
There are at least seven bunches of flowers scattered on every available surface, and three balloons bob up and down near a small, brigh
Ghost Stories
My earliest memory is of Mom crying over me, and of you lurking above her. It's an extrasensory kind of fear: both profane and sublime. You can't exactly see it, and you can't pin it down; that’s how it surrounds and suffocates you. Man versus nature, man versus fate, man versus sire; call it what you will. Patient and bitter, you're a spider waiting in a blackened forest. You stalk behind our dreams with anxious hooks; always watching, baiting us, hating us, dragging us apart slowly and cautiously, bisecting us with your subtle scalpel-smiles. One-by-one you turn us away, forcing us to face you and the grotesque truth of
Oh halooooo my good citizens. Lol. No really, hi guys. I now I have been M I A for a very long while on and of. Am I back for real this time? I don't know, my life is crazy and I am really trying to tend to DA when I get time.
I quit my job now and I'm moving to a different city in 2 weeks. Starting on a new page. It's really something I need ofter the year I had.
Anyways, so I just wanted to say thank you soooo much for all the faves and watches. And the nice comments!!! I really appreciate all of the support!!! I am soryr but I don't have time to respond to each one of them, it's a fucking shitload....
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Hello, this is Evermore! and on this profile you will find Poems many of them dark, sad, angry, some very sentimental, and many calming, but rarely happy, poetry is my outlet so just imagine how i just wanna keep my happiness inside...please enjoy them and give me some impute I need the criticism
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Irises lay in spring mud, where lovers drown each others sorrows, Where lovers dream about tomorrows. As for me I drown another kind as sadness runs course through my veins. Posies wreaths they crown me. My heart, My heart I should just fade away, fade away Like a flower...
"You may say I wear my heart on my sleeve, but you don't see the Cover that Deceives"
So, for my poem "Understanding" there was apparently a Blooop made by me. The cover photo I had gotten for the poem belonged to someone on DeviantArt and now everyone is calling me a "Thief?"
I don't think so.
What the hell man, how can I be stealing something from someone, when I didn't know it was theirs? stop pointing fingers just because a mistake was made.
Is it so hard to just say that the cover was from someone else or question me if I know where I got it?
of course, in the description I had put that the picture was from google, so why not just "INFORM" me that it was someone else picture?
its like some people are looking for a fi
Ok, as the title says, Cyber-bullying, why the hell is everyone hating on someone and giving nasty comments because of someones opinion? Negativity to a Divination should not be aimed at with more negativity. No matter how petty words are Taunting and calling someone names are Bullying, and I WONT STAND FOR IT, Not on my Derivations, or my Profile wall
the reason I am saying this, is because someone who did not like one of my poems posted their opinion (however ungrateful and unwanted it is) There Is no NEED to berate her. Just look and scroll away.
I've seen her profile and the way she responds to many deviants and it shows her immaturity
Heey this is amazing My brother is home this week for 8 days :D but sadly it is now 2-3 days left with him D;
He is in the Marines and well damn...joined in January and the longest I've seen him this year was about 2 weeks give or take a few...
we finally got his new Lap top going and maybe I get his new expensive phone :D cuz he cant use it where he's going
and I cant say where, they wont let me or its not my business to tell buut, lets just say he BETTER be taking loooottss of PICTURES!!
I sooo cant wait to see him in 2 years T.T but at the very least I have Skype soo that kinda works a lot